My Mates! (best friends I met through life)!
She NEVER uses her deviantart account anymore. She was actually the first person to introuduce me to fanfiction. And then fanfiction strangely led me to deviantart. Thanks to Dolphy...But ignore that she's MY BEST FRIEND EVER! We've been through a lot together me and that gal. We've been friends since pre school I would like to say. We used to got into a big arguement earlier in the years, but we sought that out and figured we would both be lost without each other. We would share each other our creativity meaning stories, basically anything our mouths would come across too also.
(secrets are hard to keep though from one another)
especially if it goes to the wrong person. hehe.
but she's such a good friend and she supported me and still does as I do for her. We used to hang out so much, but those days are growing thin since we are both very busy nowadays. But we still keep in contact. I love her so much!
And no...not like that haha sickos.
People that betrayed me during my old college
:iconLizDraw: She may seem sweet at first but she has a serious problem everybody doesn't want to deal with. Once your friends with her and her friends get in a relationship before she does she gets into a serious shit storm. She tried to split me and my previous relationship up, and tried to control my life. Friends DON'T Do that. She never tells the full story and tries to pull the red card "I have no one guilt trip on you" when she has a lot of work, papers and tests to study from she literally completely LOOSES her fucking mind. And ya remember that one journal where she wrote about friends with benefits and if it's okay to have a friends with benefits relatioship? Ya if you people haven't noticed, she was talking about me. Which is none of your damn buisness may I remind you. During Thanksgiving break last semester, she wrote me a letter cursing me out and shit about me and that guy I used to date. Don't let her fool you pokemon fans, she never tells the FULL truth based on what happen and she just makes herself feel bad when you guys don't know the full story and my side.This girl is really a bitch. I also remember I was super mad at her one day because she literally EXPLODED on me when I was trying to study for my math final. She made me fail because she wasted my time thinking "I was ignoring her" Even though I was because she really is a bitch. If she's against you she will try and make everyone else against you. That's what happened to me guys. Don't let that "sweetheart" fool you. She seriously needs some help issues.
Continuing with my mates I've met and will meet beyond!
(one of my old highschool friends I wish I can stay in contact with her, we used to hang out a lot during our classes/gym and she's a very cool artist)
I really miss hanging out with this gal. Maybe in the summer!
(great artist, very sweet to talk too, I wish I can stay in contact/ hang out soon with her)!! Athough she used to tease me a lot about Jim Hawkins and Avatar.
She even made fun me and drew a picture of me reading a lot of books because I always used to bring in a book to read during art class in highschool. And it just so happens that two of the books were titled Treasure Planet and James Cameron Avatar (I enjoyed it...a lot then) But those were the good old days. :/ she also drew me another picture of Jim but I forgot what she drew him like. Haha. I miss those days. I know she's going to be great in her artist career As well as the RabidWookie. Very awesome people. I suggestion you go check their artwork out!
(haven't heard from her in a while but she can be very funny from time to time. She used to go on deviantart and write stories about the seven deadly sins and wanted to make a movie out of it with me and our friends in highschool. Haha. (It never happened really) I wonder how she's doing)?
(Brian) He used to my graphic design/business class talking buddy. I don't believe he has a deviantart account either.... We also text each other bout how much we hate the work we're given (mostly business class)
I hope I can meet up with him in the future soon! He is a very sweet and funny guy to talk too.
But now we just keep in touch.
Nick: He's very sweet, can be a bit clingy, but he's still a very sweet guy. He's probably actually one of the few guys who probably support me through this distaerous life I live in so far. Which I am very greatful (as well as Molly too). They're both amazing. I don't know what I would do without these guys honestly.
A little more about me? Okay um, I used to be cheerful, I wasn't always like this.
I try to remain strong though and try to look on the positive things in life. I try to keep myself busy from time to time. I suffer from depression (I just got it during my Sophmore year in college). My life is a pretty sad story if you think about it...I did some stupid things so far in my life and they honestly weren't the BEST decision. I was really caught up and excited in having my first boyfriend, that I got carried away. I guess my excitment didn't share with his...he was also depressed. But things didn't work out the way that was planned and I tried killing myself because he didn't love me anymore. You guys have to go downhill during sophmore year. My group of friends were vanishing in a blink of an eye, I was trying so desperately to get my old boyfriend back...or desperate to ate least win his friendship back. After I was sent to the hospital due to trying to kill myself, I was so depressed that I lost my new friends, my social life, my boyfriend that I dropped out of college. I had no one really supporting me from that time. The people who I thought were my "friends" gave up on me, and thought I was too obessive about my ex boyfriend even though one of them were talking about their old ex boyfriend a little too much too and one had a fiance that he literally just dated only a couple of months.
(talk about fast). I am also very highly sensative to things, but I'm trying to force myself to be sarcastic instead of sensative...I don't know if they're both good or bad. But I just don't want to be as sensative as I used to be.
And if you guys believe those people who I mentioned that betrayed me, don't listen to them. I'm really not a bitch. I can be enthusiastic, cheerful and all together sweet. Just I never knew that I would be having such a rough time in college. I guess that wasn't the right college for me after all. I am still lucky that I have a few good supporting (small) but good group of friends left here in my home town. And I guess they are what really count.
I am also greatful for a loving and understanding family; they can be a little pushy towards me, but I think they're just doing that so I can be sucessful. I know I will one day I am just in the slums, and I need to get myself out of there. I would very much appriciate for any kind of support/encouragement too you guys. That would mean A LOT too me. Trying to stay strong you guys!
What I do to keep myself occupied for now? My hobbies/ Interest:
I am still a HUGE fan of any type of art, I still try to practice and improve my Graphic Design art skills! I love to write, take naps (even though my doc tells me to try and not too)
I signed up for horseback riding and HOPEFULLY we will start our first lesson tomorrow!
so excited! Whenever i get the chance, I try to fill out job applications that are suitable for me. I just started doing Halloween Makeup Inspirations!
What mediums have I used so far for my artwork?
regular sketch pads, pencils, small thin pen (for line art) I'm practicing using Copic Markers so my coloring can improve and be more realistic, Graphite (pain in the butt especially if you get it all over your fingers)! Sharpies (love these guys) Prism Markers (love them too, love them more than Copics actually)! Sometimes, Gauche, Watercolors (am horrible with both so far)
Colored pencils definately!
What I would like to use more: Oil colors!
What stories I like to write? I try to write poems...But I am a fail. But I write from my heart at least.
Love stories, romance, Maybe a lil bit of humor, (I try to be funny at least)! Haha. I am pretty funny once you meet me too. XD Fanfics definately (mostly based on Treasure Planet (thanks a lot Dolphy)! XD Just kidding. She made that my life XD. Usually short stories about hurt, pain, angst and I'm trying to write something creepy! I can also do a writing collaboration! And that's pretty much about me so far.
I will continue later. I don't really care if those people I talked badly about see this, but I think people who are following them should know the other half of the story too, because it really pisses me off when they're fans support only them and they don't know what's really going on. ><
My tag line was going to be Unleash the true artist within you, but it was it was too long to complete it so its just going to be "Graphic student in training" I don't know why it's not showing up though.
A Few Disney quotes I learned to love
"Being little isn't that bad." Flik- A Bug's Life
"Did you actually aim for that?"
"You know actually I did!" Delbert/ Amelia- Treasure Planet
"Son of a building block! It's Woody!" Mr. Potato Head "Toy story"
Jim: I got some plans, going to make people see me a little different."
Silver: Oh, sometimes, plans go astray.
Jim: Not this time. - Treasure planet
Why is it that your always to tall or too small? - The Mad Hatter Alice in Wonderland
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Current Residence: NJ
deviantWEAR sizing preference: ..Small/petite?
Print preference: Scanner I think
Favourite genre of music: Rock
Favourite photographer: I don't really have a favorite photographer
Favourite style of art: Cartoon artists (Disney)
Operating System: Macbook pro...I believe
MP3 player of choice: I have a bijillion songs on my mp3 player...
Shell of choice: ...What?
Skin of choice: ?
Favourite cartoon character: Jim Hawkins! <3
Personal Quote: "Who am I? I am nobody." ~Rango "YOU SHALL NOT PASS!" Gandalf